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'Seeing' Of Course Meaning 'To Behold With One's Own Eyes' And Not The Modern 'Meeting Socially' [Apr. 27th, 2009|10:46 am]
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"I could never mix in the common murmur of that rising generation against monogamy, because no restriction on sex seemed so odd and unexpected as sex itself. To be allowed, like Endymion, to make love to the moon and then to complain that Jupiter kept his own moons in a harem seemed to me (bred on fairy tales like Endymion's) a vulgar anti-climax. Keeping to one woman is a small price for so much as seeing one woman. To complain that I could only be married once was like complaining that I had only been born once. It was incommensurate with the terrible excitement of which one was talking. It showed, not an exaggerated sensibility to sex, but a curious insensibility to it."

- G.K. Chesterton,
Orthodoxy

MAN, I love this guy. As a bonus, the more and more I read him, the more and more I see how he has influenced Neil Gaiman himself to the point where I now recognize that one of Gaiman's more beloved characters is essentially Chesterton.

How oddly their paths have diverged since this meeting of minds.
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We're All Full of Sit [Oct. 21st, 2006|02:15 am]
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[the knight rests |za warudo!]
[the knight's heart |opinionated]
[the knight hears |Eraserheads-- Huwag Kang Matakot]

Because My Opinons Matter: A Treatise On Writing Fiction )

Super-specific example: Robotech- The Sentinels )

Making Shit Up can be a fun exercise. It can even be tolerable or acceptable in short stretches. But don't expect to be able to force it on people when you do it, and don't expect the ones you do victimize to like it. Anyone can Make Shit Up. It takes a writer to find a universe and stick with it.

link7 had faith|say a prayer

Robotechnicalities [Oct. 4th, 2006|11:44 pm]
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[the knight rests |leaving on a jetplane]
[the knight hears |Garbage-- Milk]

Here's the deal. I loved Robotech when I was a tad younger, and I love Super Dimensional Fortress Macross now. I still remember the old Robotech dub before, despite allegations by a friend that the editing and the voices were horrendous. Having seen it only so long ago, I wasn't prepared to dispute him, but I soon got a chance to test this-- another friend offered to give me copies of the original Macross dvd releases, the one that's a direct sub of the Japanese, and I took him up on it.

As it turned out, he didn't know what the hell he was talking about, and the dvds actually contained what appeared to be episodes of the Robotech dub I held so dear to my heart.

Unfortunately, I was shocked by the quality of the production; this wasn't the series I remembered! What happened? Was my memory flawed, or is there more than one Robotech dub.

I'm into the later chapters of the Robotech books, and I think I've come upon the answer: I may have inadvertently meshed my memory of the animated series with what my imagination made of the events described in the books back when I first read through them. The realization surfaced when I saw that the dialogue in the book was the gold I remembered, in contrast to the tripe I was surprised to hear from the episodes I possessed.

The group behind the books did a sterling job on the novelization, I must say. It's not exactly high literature, and it actually chafed a bit when I picked it up some time ago, but not even pulp can completely drown out just how awesome the story is. And it's superb pulp, to be sure. They do great work dreaming up explanations for many things left unaddressed by the series itself, and you get extra depth for things only given glancing mentions. There are thoughts and emotional dynamics I'd have had handled differently, but I suppose that goes with the territory.

Anyway, flying off tomorrow morning. Hope I don't get cavity-searched at the airport.

Take care of yourselves. Godspeed!

link4 had faith|say a prayer

I Came Up With All This Myself! [Jul. 6th, 2006|11:03 pm]
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[the knight rests |alpha centauri]
[the knight's heart |thinky]
[the knight hears |AC/DC-- Have A Drink on Me]

Are there any physicists in the hizouse?? Because I came up with a few questions for you. I just finished reading Best of SF 10 (Neal Asher still sucks-- he stinks marginally less in this compilation, but I totally called his totally lame ending), and I've got a few scientific-like thoughts knocking about in the old noggin.

The first and foremost among these neural nonsense is some wondering about stars. So the universe is huge, right, and it's full of all this crap, so how does the light from stars get to us? True, small things in the way will get drowned out by the glare, but as the light gets closer to us, especially past the halfway point, there will eventually be objects in the light's way large enough to block it from our sight completely. Or a scattering of small objects that block the light partially, all of which accumulate to an increasing degradation of the light coming towards us. Our solar system alone has its very own ring of crap around it called the Oort Cloud. By all rights, we shouldn't see anything in the night sky aside from our own sun, moon, and neighboring seven planets (Pluto doesn't count, it's an overrated hunk of frozen rock, hurr hurr hurr).

SO, are the only stars we see in the night sky from our own galaxy (somehow, I don't think this is true)?

OR, are there just SO many stars in the universe, that all of their light has almost-equal chances of getting to us, it's just that there's SO much crap in the universe that a mere smattering of sample stars get to be seen? That the universe is SO full of crap, that it creates a gigantic screen when seen from one side, and the stars that we DO see just managed to punch through the holes?

OR, since a star's shape as a burning ball of superheated gas is conventionally accepted to be pseudo-spherical, would that imply that only a certain amount of light would be 'pointed' in our direction (and, ergo, reach us eventually), as the light emanating from the rest of the star's surface area would inevitably have to radiate in other, increasingly obtuse angles? Would it follow that there may be enough stars in the universe to COVER our night sky with light, it's just that only a fraction of them show us their 'good side'?

OR, is it that light doesn't, in fact, travel in a straight line, and through the caprices of cosmic freeways and riding the gravity wells of large planets and other stars, enough zigzagging refraction is created so that a star's light may actually bypass most obstacles completely, and arrive to us in the twinkling, shimmering form we see all the time?

OR is it all of the above? None?

I DEMAND ANSWERS, INTERNET!!

link6 had faith|say a prayer

Unwound, Rewind [Jun. 9th, 2006|12:53 pm]
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[the knight rests |up in the clouds]
[the knight's heart |well-fed]
[the knight hears |brothers singing the Hosanna thing from JC: Superstar]

Finished Year's Best SF 8, and the only story I remember being of worth was one called 'Singleton', which was a powerful, contentful tale that dealt with quantum computers and the multiverse. Very satisfying, if a quite a bit over my head. The book finished off with a Michael Moorcock story, and I cannot help but find the name strangely familiar. Anyway, it was an extremely stylized take on the oldish genre science fiction stories, as might be inferred immediately just from the title: "Secret of the Sorceress of the Silent Citadel" or some shit. I found it more tolerable than the Neil Asher tripe ("Snow in the Desert") in the earlier pages precisely because it was so over-the-top and hyperbolic, like a campy space film/series from decades past (not that I was around to enjoy those then, or even enjoy them now, but eh). I'd be lying if I said I didn't have to skip several paragraphs worth of lines just to be able to finish it. At the end of the day, it's most definitely not my bag of tea, and I wish to avoid it and all of its ilk in the near-future. With violent force, of necessary.

Did I mention a recent development? My second brother is now training under me on the very machines I work on. I'm sure this violates some kind of anti-nepotism provision, Illinois law be damned. At the very least, I am absolutely dead certain that our little duo constitutes a net gain as far as production efficiency goes. Now if only the other distinct family groups within the plant were as conscientious and/or ethical.

The extremely good side of it is that, after a year as a temp, he will now get a shot at being hired in permanently alongside me and my other brother. Hey, who knows, we might get enough of us in there to tip the balance of power. Bloody spears would be my instruments of choice.

Dropped by at Borders today in a preliminary bout of the weekend-long drawing/fanservive binge I plan on indulging in. I'd somehow lost sight of why it is that I draw, and why it is that people like my work in the first place-- risque representations of ambiguously-aged females! Hopefully, this will be remedied in the days to come.

In the interests of karmic balance. )

Remember your sunblock, peeps. Godspeed~

link9 had faith|say a prayer

ooga booga boogie [Jun. 6th, 2006|11:24 am]
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[the knight rests |middla nowha]
[the knight's heart |OHSHI-]
[the knight hears |AC/DC-- Hell's Bells]

I just wanna disappear to somewhere quiet and safe, where I can be alone for a while. Far away from the factory and my house; just me and my books, and my pen and paper, and maybe my laptop when I get it. I guess I should bring some credit cards too.

Been pretty quiet around here lately. Not surprising-- when I focus on any single area, two or three go ignored and neglected. No LJ for a while. My website's going through one of the usual hibernations (kek, Meizzzzztin). No writing (but since when was that new?). No Magic-playing or videogames, which kinda makes me sad.

But I've been exercising again. I've been getting on IRC and my IM clients more. I've been sleeping more. I've been doing more chores, and looking to the upkeep of my vehicle. Been researching a bit more about laptops-- bought a magazine and everything.

Been reading more too. )

I've been drawing quite a bit too, as might be evidenced by my most recent LJ 'posts'. This activity is mostly triggered by my HGM assignments, which I now find I'm actually ahead of schedule on for a while. This development inspires some anxiety in me, as speaking of it will undoubtedly jinx it. OH SNAP-

In the meantime, as unbelievable as I find it, I'm on the verge of finishing the entire series overview of Dark Heart High on my handy-dandy plot notebook. I'm down to a few pages, and the climax arc has just been completed. I'm working on the epilogue right now. When this is all done, it might take me a few years to let it ripen fully, and to allow my art style to mature some more before I tackle this epic undertaking, but at least I know that everything's pretty much commited to paper, no matter what happens to me now.

If anything does happen to me, I want Gainax to pick the series up. Or something.

Man, this is the closest I've come to writing a last will and testament, although I'd toyed with the idea time and again in the past. Just too morbid for my tastes, which is deliciously ironic, considering my 'tastes' to date. GUESS I'M NOT READY TO CONFRONT MY OWN MORTALITY YET AFTER ALL

Time to confront a sandwich. Godspeed, all~

link12 had faith|say a prayer

A Glorious Repast [Apr. 4th, 2006|01:27 pm]
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[the knight rests |somewhere out there]
[the knight's heart |a crypt is fine too]
[the knight hears |Katamari Damacy-- Lonely Rolling Star]

I cracked open the Cryptonomicon Sunday, and I have since been attacking it like a starving man. It is about information theory. It is about war. It is about the Philippines, Marines, the English, and several ridiculously extremely likeable characters. It is a book that has me looking words and ityms of trivia up not because I have to, but because I want to. As a direct consequence of reading this book, I am infinity percent more knowledgeable about Gödel's Proof and Universal Turing Machines than I was before.

Thank you, [info]lirazel. You are shining beacon of radiance, haloed with gold, heralded by the immaculate chorus of otherworldly voices.

link3 had faith|say a prayer

The Series of Seven [Dec. 7th, 2005|12:06 pm]
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[the knight's heart |HHggggrrhgg]
[the knight hears |Nickelback-- Photograph]

Cross-posted to [info]westeros.

A post about A Song of Ice and Fire that doesn't involve spoilers?? ZOMG

Anyway, there's this little something I've noticed that I just wanna bring out in front of everyone for the sake of pointless discussion. I remember from a while back that the esteemed Sir George Martin mentioning that with the division of his latest book into two, he's now on track to finish off the SoIaF saga in seven books... as he'd intended.

We all know about the recurring theme of sevens within the SoIaF universe -- seven gods, seven kingdoms, seven great houses, etcetera.

What's interesting to me though is something I came across again upon rereading A Storm of Swords. Prince Joffrey was presented with a seven-sided chalice inlaid with jewels on every facet that represented each of the seven great houses. If I remember correctly, it was a golden rose for the Tyrells, a ruby lion for the Lannisters, a silver wolf for the Starks, and I suppose you can guess the rest.

A Game of Thrones in both hardcover and paperback is wrought with a silver-blue theme. A Clash of Kings is red on gold. A Storm of Swords is a brilliant blue and white, like the colors of the Arryns of the Eyrie. Finally, A Feast For Crows is covered with a deep, fiery crimson.

I am willing to wager any amount of golden dragons that the next three books will be wrought in the colors of the remaining great houses.

I guess all I want to say is that I appreciate this much depth and attention to detail from our beloved author, even down to the very colors of the books as they come out to press.

*kowtows*

link5 had faith|say a prayer

Wrryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy [Aug. 31st, 2005|11:58 am]
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[the knight's heart |hHAgagharrr]
[the knight hears |Sound Alive, A.S.H-- Blue Water, Blue Sky]

Why, oh, why did I stay up until 5 AM browsing for porn, whyyyyyyyyyy

Recently, and alongside Grave of the Fireflies, I managed to borrow and watch Katsuhiro Otomo's small animation anthology called Memories. The animation is superb, as always, so I won't even go to that, but I do take issue with some of Otomo's 'visions' as it were. Stink Bomb and Cannon Fodder, the two latter pieces in the collection of three science fiction shorts in the DVD, were largely corny and pointless, in that particular order.

Stink Bomb was a modern day tragicomedy with a predictable copout ending despite the initial hilarity of its premise of a man suddenly turning into a living biological weapon that spreads destruction through the sheer power of raw stink. The guy remains implausibly oblivious throughout the whole thing, and Otomo really shows us nothing new except that he has an erstwhile hidden side that enjoys a rather sophisticated brand of toilet humour.

Cannon Fodder was an intresting, if somewhat bleak look at the life of ordinary people in an alternate universe setting where a city can dedicate its entire existence to firing larger-than-life cannons at an unknown enemy. One would think that I, of all people, would genuinely appreciate a story about an entire city made of nothing but guns, but while the craftsmanship of the short is visible, it retains a seedy, experimental air, and sports an unappealing art style that chafes against my personal aesthete. In the end, it tells us little new, and comes off as an unforgivably weak cap to Katsuhiro Otomo DVD.

The DVD's namesake short animated feature though, Memories, was, while not a stirring piece of genius or novelty, a good piece of writing that took me back to my days of reading hard SF-- science fiction-- short stories and books. Memories is set in 2092, when man has successfully achieved a space-age, and is about a planetfaring garbage schooner that enters a starship graveyard in response to the summons of an SOS signal. The two men who explore a gigantic, abandoned spacestation soon discover that there's more to the wreck than meets the eye, and they fall prey to the wiles of a strange woman from the past...

I never exactly stopped reading hard SF, not with a conscious decision or anything, but it's just that I started to drift in other directions, particularly ones with more boobies. In retrospect, some of the best things I've ever consumed in the way of literary goodness have come from hard SF novels and shorts, and I am perplexed at myself now for having almost literally abandoned the genre. It's never too late though-- I've been thus far a little leery of reading the Best of SF short story collections that I run across every now and then at our local Borders, but I've just discerned that I have absolutely no reason why, and that they would be the perfect thing for me to jump back in the loop. I'm a little tired of full-sized novels right now, have less and less time for the compact storytelling of movies, and very much miss the artform of the short story. So a whole bunch of 'em picked out from the 'best' of them in SF in a given year should hold lots of promise for me. Granted, I'm a little wary of all the new names, writing styles, settings-- all the newness-- I'll be encountering among the authors, but hey, expanding horizons, challenging the old viewpoints, fresh material, experience points, level up, all that jazz. At the very least, I can most always be assured that writers of hard SF are highly intelligent. :)

And just to find out who I can go 'ooooooh, yeah, that was awesome!' with, off the top of my head, here's a list of my absolute favourite hard SF short stories over the years!

Nightfall (Isaac Asimov) - a story about the first dusk and night of a world constantly bathed in sunlight by its binary star solar system. A great story with an intriguing premise and a quite literally mind-blowing conclusion. Asimov may have been a somewhat perverted, opinionated old man with a rather high view of himself, but God knows he can write good SF-- there's hope for me yet!! :D

Legwork (a short Google trawl initially reveals that it's by Eric Frank Russell) - a charming short piece about how a shape-changing alien entity bent on offering the Earth up to his civilization is foiled through simple hard work and perseverance. One of my fondest favourites, I am grievously sorry that I lost the book that had it-- lent it to a con man, in fact.

Time Travel(?) (???) - I forget what the true title was, and I even forget who wrote the piece, so this is a query as much as anything else-- do any of you know this story? It's about a man who encounters a very strange robot telling his fortune in a carnival tent. This somehow leads to his being pursued by a Turkish android, discovering the cure to the common cold, and then living happily ever after. It's perfectly alright that I tell you the ending, because that's how the story is structured; it starts blithely with the the statement: 'This is the ending of the story.' The sheer cheek and uncomformity of the writing style embodies a large part of the tale's appeal.

The Last Question (Isaac Asimov) - yet another Asimov piece, a story about humanity's most advanced thinking computer, about how happenstance has it begin pondering a deceptively simple query that turns out to span aeons unanswered. 'How do you reverse entropy?' The ending is staggering, and will leave you breathless.

That's really all I can think of right now, but that should be enough. Those of you who've encountered all three should be then able to derive what my general taste in short stories run like; they ought to have at least a marginally interesting basic premise, it doesn't matter what time they've been set in, and it earns many, many bonus points for having what may be my single favourite writing device ever invented-- the twist/surprise ending.

Anyhoo, I'll be picking up those SF anthologies sometime tomorrow or on the weekend, I think, and then reading them in places where I can't play Advance Wars: Dual Strike. Yet another thing to do to add in my list of things I absolutely cannot do because I have no time? Well, if I can't do any of them, it doesn't matter how many things I put on that list, does it? AHAHAHAHAAAAA

Godspeed~

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